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RELAX. I'm very chill meaning I'll sit back and listen to you make an ass outta urself...and just laugh at you. I observe people and by doing so I have my own take on who you are by the way you carry yourself, treat those around you, and in the way you converse with them.

I may come off as bitchy or quiet to others, but my personality mixes better with people of a certain type of personality. If we click...thats some pretty great stuff. Other times it just takes time for me to get to know who you are before I'll get along with you and just bullshit.

First impressions count a lot eventhough sometimes they are way off. Either way first impression is my first observation of you so..ofcourse thats going to matter to me.

When it comes to work...I am a diligent worker as long as I'm interested in the subject matter. If not, then I'm one lazy ass bum who procrastinates like thers no tomorrow.

The whole popularity, who knows who crap isn't my thing. I've got a close group of friends which is more than enough for myself. They've all proven themselves to me ten times over so, I know I've got a good core. HOWever, I'm always up for meeting new people and possibly new friendships.

Originality. Be yourself. The most unattractive quality in a person is their inability to be true to themselves and their individual personalities. We are all different...not to say we dont have similar interests, tastes, etc, but there is definitely a difference in KNOWING who you are versus living the life of someone who you THINK you are.

Vulgarity. It happens, it's just really ugly. When every other word you speak is a curse word then there's something wrong with you.

Common sense mengz. COMMON SENSE. If the pot is hot dont poke it! yeah thats right...that kind of stuff. You're intelligent God gave you a brain sweethearts, so put it to good use.

Do you smoke? yea? oh that sucks cuz now I'm not going to be nice to you. I cant make you stop...but I'll nag you about it. Change doesnt happen because people MAKE you. Change comes from within.

HIPPOS! Yeah yeah, I'm a hypocrite, I KNOW. Don't expect respect if you cant stay true to the words that come out of your mouth. If its all talk and no walk...yeah, think about it.

Promises are meant to be broken. So if that is your mentality dont make promises to me. That is something meant to be taken seriously...don't shake the trust. It's tough to earn back..if you're lucky enough to get the second chance.


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Friday, October 20, 2006
so I'm back to blogdrive...
I can't believe I forgot about this thing completely! How bad is that? =( anyways I have returned for the time being and I have updated the layout and pictures, etc. Blogdrive is has a lot more to it now compared to when I first started...thats awesome!

So what exactly is there to talk about here....right now.. hm

LIFE basically? hm, yeah.

update on my life lets see...

within the past year or so so much has changed in me. My mentality making up a large part of the change. I regret to say that it is true that I was so self concious it came to the point where I was paranoid everytime I stepped out of my house. I used to think...they're all judging me, they all think I'm ugly or not pretty enough. Thankfully, through last year and this year, I've become more confident in myself. To the certain extent where I can stare somebody in the face without those same thoughts of paranoia. I'm so glad that is gone. Oh, but that isnt to say it hasnt completely gone away. There are always the "ugly" days, when you'd love to just curl up into a ball and hide from the world because you feel icky.

As for the relationship aspect of things, there is infact a significant other. However, that relationship is just at the very very beginning of things, ofcourse time is needed to develop a more serious level of care, and possibly real love... and I do emphasize real for a reason. This is a reason which will be discussed in later blogs, but seeing as this is just a semintroduction to the "new" me, I'll refrain from exposing any of my dirty laundry, for now.

I think this is where I will leave the world for today and find myself some much needed R&R.

Goodnight world I will see you all in the AM :smiles:

Posted at 10:48 pm by stupidlyinsane


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